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An unsettling month.
The cracks in the relationship with Robert widen. I feel him slipping away and it is breaking my heart.
We nonetheless decide to go on our planned holiday to Cornwall with his children. Despite the emotional strains we have a lovely week.
Our cottage is very cosy and exceptionally well equipped. The weather is wonderful all week, very hot and summery. We enjoy lots of sunny afternoons on the beaches near Penzance and St Ives, interspersed by visits to Land's End, St. Just and Sennen.
It's very relaxing having the children with us and I spend a lot of time with the little 6-year old. I suppose I am still a kid at heart myself and I rediscover some of the sense of wonder children feel at the world around them. I realise that I am growing very fond of Robert's kids.
Which makes the final breakdown of the relationship even more painful. Alas, it didn't work out and we have not seen each other since the holiday.
Our cottage near Penzance
Just like being in the Mediterranean
My favourite pastime... |
